{"id":77,"date":"2008-02-06T14:24:43","date_gmt":"2008-02-06T19:24:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/noelfigart.com\/blog\/2008\/02\/06\/musing\/"},"modified":"2008-02-06T14:24:43","modified_gmt":"2008-02-06T19:24:43","slug":"musing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/2008\/02\/06\/musing\/","title":{"rendered":"Musing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My job is to learn stuff and tell people about it &#8212; more or less, anyway.<\/p>\n<p>When I was a young kid, the professions I fantasized about (Paleontologist and Marine Biologist) certainly had that quality to a degree.<\/p>\n<p>Between the ages of 12 and 15 or so, I wanted to be an actor.<\/p>\n<p>During all of that &#8212; say from the time I was 12, I was also writing.  I didn&#8217;t think of it so much in terms of work.  I just&#8230; did it.  It just felt natural to put thoughts on paper and play with them until they communicated something.<\/p>\n<p>The first &#8220;serious&#8221; piece I wrote was a script for the Dukes of Hazzard.   It was bad.  Okay, no&#8230;it wasn&#8217;t bad.  It was appalling.  I tried some ten years later to write a script for Star Trek: The Next Generation.   My husband at the time still has flashbacks from having to live with me through <em>that<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Not long after that, I got a job &#8212; a work for hire deal, writing a manual on how to open a business.  I remember clearly writing it and being scared because it was &#8220;too quirky&#8221; and was wondering if it would work or if I&#8217;d piss off my client.  This was before the &#8220;For Dummies&#8221; manuals became as popular as they are, but it was written in that chatty style.  In school, I always got fussed at for turning in chatty work.  (I know, you can&#8217;t <em>write<\/em> like that academically!)  But I used to get mad because it felt <em>right<\/em> somehow when I would write it.  I really wish one of my teachers had pulled me aside and explained that chatty had its genuine and real place.<\/p>\n<p>He liked it.<\/p>\n<p>Why I didn&#8217;t pursue that at the time, I do not know.  Part of it was that I wanted to write fiction.  Honestly?  I&#8217;m a hell of a lot better at non-fiction &#8212; teaching someone how to do something or poking at an illogical thought directly.<\/p>\n<p>I wish I knew why.  It kind of depresses me.  I feel like Salieri when I read really good, moving <em>epic<\/em> pieces.  And I don&#8217;t write epic well.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I oughta take a page from John Varley&#8217;s writing style.  He makes it work.  I just don&#8217;t see how I could write <em>Stoneflower<\/em> from a first person perspective and make it <em>work<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>The first novel I ever wrote was in the style of Heinlein&#8217;s <em>Number of the Beast<\/em> &#8212; shifting first person.  It <em>was<\/em> easier to write, but I don&#8217;t think there&#8217;s any way in hell I could <em>live<\/em> some of the characters in <em>Stoneflower <\/em> for the time required to write them first person.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My job is to learn stuff and tell people about it &#8212; more or less, anyway. When I was a young kid, the professions I fantasized about (Paleontologist and Marine Biologist) certainly had that quality to a degree. Between the ages of 12 and 15 or so, I wanted to be an actor. 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