{"id":2666,"date":"2019-02-07T09:31:35","date_gmt":"2019-02-07T14:31:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/noelfigart.com\/blog\/?p=2666"},"modified":"2019-02-07T09:31:46","modified_gmt":"2019-02-07T14:31:46","slug":"you-win-im-too-tired-to-fight-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/2019\/02\/07\/you-win-im-too-tired-to-fight-it\/","title":{"rendered":"You Win.  I\u2019m Too Tired to Fight It"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m back to lifting weights and while I&#8217;m not as weak as I feared, I&#8217;m not as strong as I hoped.  I am very sore this morning, but not as sore as I&#8217;ve been when getting cocky about how strong I was after a hiatus in lifting.<\/p>\n<p>My dumbbell set is enough to carry me for about six months, I think. Then I need to decide whether or not to join a gym or buy a bench with a bar.  I&#8217;m really leaning to buying the bar.   The things that keep me out of the pool are a million times worse in the weight room and I&#8217;m tired of fighting it.  While I need to burn some energy on my body and health, the microaggressions on being The Fat Lady Who Works Out and Never Gets Skinny are too much.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m tired.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I&#8217;m tired of newbies trying to make a Project out of me.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Way to go assuming my intelligence and intrinsic motivation there, cupcake.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I&#8217;m tired of the weight loss talk in the locker room.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re working out an extra <strong>hour<\/strong> because you put whipped cream on a single slice of pumpkin pie on Thanksgiving, you don&#8217;t have the problem you <em>think<\/em> you have.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I&#8217;m tired of health being seen as a virtue.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yes, healthy habits can be helpful.  Overall health is often a crap shoot and luck plays a significantly bigger factor than you think.  Ask anyone who had healthy habits and is slammed with a chronic condition.<\/p>\n<p>Thing is?<\/p>\n<p>I miss swimming.  I&#8217;m eyeing a local college gym (I can join because my husband and I work for an affiliate organization) that is amazingly cheap, but does have crap swimming hours.  Thing is, my own schedule would allow for me to swim there.  I may still go back and just allow myself the indulgence of snarling at anyone who dares speak to me.  I don&#8217;t really want to behave that way, but while I&#8217;m fine with flinching before diving into cool water, I&#8217;m less sanguine about flinching at the talk constantly surrounding me in the locker room.<\/p>\n<p>But, ya know, I miss this:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/020719_1427_YouWinImT1.jpg\" alt=\"\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m back to lifting weights and while I&#8217;m not as weak as I feared, I&#8217;m not as strong as I hoped. I am very sore this morning, but not as sore as I&#8217;ve been when getting cocky about how strong I was after a hiatus in lifting. My dumbbell set is enough to carry me &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/2019\/02\/07\/you-win-im-too-tired-to-fight-it\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;You Win.  I\u2019m Too Tired to Fight It&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2665,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2666","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fitness","category-rant"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/020719_1427_YouWinImT1.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2666","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2666"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2666\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2699,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2666\/revisions\/2699"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2666"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2666"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/noelfigart.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2666"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}